有一种奇特的Feeling

就在今晚
我有一种奇特的Feeling

不知道什么原因
我突然很想到世界各个地方去
到我朋友们游学的地方
去看他们，和那城市

我想环游这个世界
在我还年轻气盛
和还有冲劲的时候

不知道什么原因
我最近常常找我以前的同学聊天
MSN,Facebook,Email
任何管道，连接了就聊

话题虽然还不至于是缅怀过去
但是听到大家最新的近况
我都会莫名的兴奋
有的，结婚了
有的，从国外留学回来，准备大展拳脚
有的，正准备到外国转一趟
有的，还在情海里浮浮沉沉
有的，准备毕业，在上班了

就在今晚
我有一种奇特的Feeling

虽然，
我不知道我回国后
会走怎样的路
到底要选择怎样的路

虽然，
我不知道我回去了以后
还有没有机会出来这样游荡
还有没有本钱出来这样挥霍

虽然，
我不知道我和我的朋友、同学们
还会不会像从前一样
继续嬉闹、耍宝

但是
就在今晚
我有一种奇特的Feeling

后记：
“人生啊
我要出走～～继续出走～～
哪怕还要再等若干年后”

"Perfect" ending for the night

As usual, I walked all the way back from Maxfeld U-bahn station, and it was already 1140pm... When I reached the door of my hostel, there were two guys who were just about to come down from a taxi..

I opened the door and got in. Suddenly I heard one guy saying, "Wie heißt du?", while I was checking my mailbox. My deutsch is not that good yet, but I realised that he was actually talking to me, so I turned back.

He wanted to introduce himself and shake hands with me. Well, then he started to speak a lot of deutsch which obviously i do not understand.
" Ich spreche nicht Deutsch"
"Oh, so do u speak English?"
"Yea..."
"Ehm, do you want to come with us to the party?"
"......"
"Do you stay in Nürnberg?"
"Yes, I stay HERE ( the hostel)"

Then he started to talk alot of stuffs which I have forgotten. And his friend, trying to pull him away, but..... I think he is abit high or drunk, but I couldn't smell any alcohol from him=p

Oh ya, he asked me what language I speak
"Spanish? French?"
"NEIN, I speak English and Chinese"
"Oh, so you are from China!"
"No, Malaysia"
"Ehm, let me think where is Malaysia.. What is the capital city? "
"Kuala Lumpur...?"
"Oh, you mean the one with the tallest building...."
"Yes.... ehm" I wanted to explain, but it is too dangerous to talk with strangers, especially during late night, I just want to escape!!!
"You know what am I talking about? No, you dont...."
"Yes, uhm, no I don't"

"SO, you do not want to go to the party with us?"
"No, I just came back from somewhere. Enjoy your night"

I opened the door to the staircase and escaped while he was still mumbling with his friend....walking towards their room...

HMMM, if I were outside of the building, and somebody come and approach me like that, I think I will R-U-NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

wahahaha~

Ps: Luckily, besides shaking hands, he didn't come any closer to me, I wore my thick jacket anyway =p

Thanks for being so nice..

I almost wanted to hug somebody tonight...
Nah, i meant "Friendship Hug", do not get me wrong!

How could someone be so kind and nice? Who is willing to get his hands wet for no reason?

I think that's not a good way to behave, as someone might take what you do for granted! You know, human beings are selfish in a way, so THINK FOR YOURSELF!!

No one is going to think for you if you are not doing that...

Anyhow, Thanks for the trouble man!!! I do appreciate it!

Terima Kasih~~~ =)

男人，你都在想什么？

他说：“她最近到哪儿去都没通知我，让我很担心。想要问她，又被她恶言相向。”

他说：“我们从小就认识，没想到...我觉得她好像背着我做了一些事，不过，那只是我的感觉...”

你爱她吗？

他说：“事情已经发展到我不能控制的地步，这不是我能回答的问题。”

他说：“我们之间的摩擦已经很久了，可是她始终不肯坐下来好好谈谈。”

你打算怎样？

他说：“太多的因素，让整件事变得很复杂。这不是我一个人能做得了的决定。”

我说：“老兄，爱一个人和习惯让一个人依赖，是两码子的事！”

语毕

矛盾

左？右?
向前冲？止步观望?

太多的选择
会让我乱了阵脚

太多的方案
会让我不知所措

可是，
没得选择的时候

我又懊恼
为什么我只有这个选择？

... ... ... ......

九十天里踏遍的土地

从来没有想过，会有那么一天，我可以踏在这片土地，然后悠闲地度过半个年头...
在头三个月里，不慌不忙地，我从德国的纽伦堡 (Nürnberg)

到了慕尼黑 (Munich)

然后，国王湖 (Konigsee)


接着，我踏出德国，走到奥地利的萨尔茨堡 (Salzburg)

哈尔施塔特 (Hallstatt)


和维也纳 (Vienna)

再来，回到德国的汉堡 (Hamburg)


再出征到捷克的布拉格 (Prague)


最后，终止在德国的维尔茨堡 (Würzburg)


和班贝格 (Bamberg)

每一个风景，每一个建筑物，我都试着去感受、去体会，这是我难得的机会...

假如我有旧地重游的机会，你想要和我一起出走吗？=）

迷--茫

就在这一天
离家的第九十天
我陷入一片迷惘...

忽然觉得眼前一片漆黑
伸手不见五指
那盏明灯在哪
怎么不见了踪影?

是我把它熄灭了
还是
我从来就没把它点着?

倘若是这样
未来的路
谁来给我指引？

我与他的不同之生活篇

来了德国这么久，对人事物的观察也该有些心得了吧？！=）
且让我来说给你听...

1) 我每次下厨需要约四十五分钟，包括准备材料及清洗，而我的屋友只需从冰箱里拿出冷冻比萨，放入烘炉里，费时五分钟！
2）超市里，冷藏品永远多过新鲜肉类，因为这里不是半岛
3）购买日用品时，你必须自备纸袋或环保袋，塑料袋是要付钱的
4）除了超市，街上最多的就是Doner Kebab店和Bakery(Pub和Club除外）
5) 在这里，你所丢的每一样垃圾是要分类的
6）在餐厅里最便宜的饮品是--啤酒咯！
7）自然的瓶装水是有气的，要喝“正常”的白开水，请认明Stilles Mineralwasser
8) 室内(Pub和Club除外）是完全禁止抽烟的，所以在所有的大门外，不难发现一大群人站着吞云吐雾，就算校园里，也是这样，这些人，年纪小小就烟来酒来，小女子佩服！！不过，他们说抽烟只是为了保暖~
9）在德国，搭乘公共交通工具是很方便的事，因为所有的地下铁，巴士，和电车都非常准时，说明一点零三分到，你零四分才到达车站，等下一轮吧！
10）大部分的人都拥有自行车，多环保！而且，几乎每一条街上都有人行道和自行车道的规划，多体贴！
11）使用扶手梯时，请靠右站，左边是让赶时间的人走的
12）几乎每一个人都喝啤酒，不论任何交际场合，只要你一瓶在手，就可走天涯,哈哈~

到此为止，下集再续~

Schön Abend!Tschüs

错过---过错

如果我问你：
你曾经为错过了什么而难过吗?

你会怎么回答呢？
金钱？感情？时间？朋友？家人？还是什么？
******************************************************************************
金钱没了，可以再赚回来
感情吹了，还可以再接再厉
时间没了，把握从今以后的日子
朋友跑了，还有挽回友谊的可能
家人走了，以后你们也会在同样的路上再相遇

但是，

错过了爱惜自己的机会，

你就再也无法追回你错过的以上种种...

是不？

疑惑--不解

到底是什么样的力量
会让一个人改变他一直以来的生活方向？

到底是什么样的信仰
会让一个人抛弃养育他的家人、而投向陌生人的怀抱里？

到底是什么样的心态
会让一个人觉得只有他坚持的信念是无懈可击的？

到底是什么样的人
会选择只称夫家的人为家人，而忘了有血缘关系的双亲和家人？

到底是什么样的女儿
会只想要和家公家婆吃遍美食，而忘了有住家饭随时供应的娘家？

更甚的是，
娘家从来没对他有什么不好

跌倒的时候，还不时由双亲挽着你去敷药么？！

这样的无情，让我觉得陌生可怕！！
这样的婚姻，更叫我心寒！！！

I Must Spell This Out...!!!

Food I miss at the moment...
No. 1 Laksa
No. 2 Rojak
No. 3 Satay
No. 4 Nasi Lemak
No. 5 Hokkien Char
No. 6 Wan Tan Mee
No. 7 Mee Goreng
No. 8 Pasembur
No. 9 Ice Kacang
No. 10 Milo Ais
No. 11 Pork Vinegar
No. 12 Crab Rice
No. 13 Tomato Crab
No. 14 Roti Canai
No. 15 Belacan Fried Chicken
No. 16 Chicken Wing
No. 17 Hong Kong Chee Cheong Fun
No. 18 Scallop
No. 19 Tomyam soup (I got the paste here, so i m not missing it that much =p)
No. 20 All the Penang Local food not stated above

Not going to search pics for this blog, do not want to be dehydrated because of non stop drooling.... @#$&@(*@#@##

No more english~

春天来了
街上的人群多了
孩子们的打闹声也多了份生气

然而，
广场上满满的人群
课堂上熙攘的同伴

只是更加彰显
我内心澎湃不已的空洞

从来不知道寂寞和安静可以大声得如斯可怕

Missing home~

M-I-S-S
M--I--S--S
M---I---S---S

I know this is the once in a lifetime chance for me to stay overseas,
I know not everyone has the opportunity to live the way I do,
I know they are putting high hopes upon me in whatever I do,
I know... I knew...

You cannot imagine things until you really face them,
You cannot make the conclusions until you are in the situation.

And now,

With the amount of courage and energy I have,

I might choose to go back to where I belongs to,
I do not need wealth to make me happy,
I do not need status to make me cheerful,

All I want is to

be able to be with you all the time, and
enjoy the life I have been living for more than 2 decades...

Tell me I have the right to choose.... =)

One month after the last post

I have been lazying around... swt

I have to prepare three meals for myself everyday,where the lunch and dinner will usually take away my one hour for preparation, cooking and cleaning up. Then i usually eat with MovieS, which will take another one hour... So basically, time is flying, in here.

Today is the second day of our Easter break, and every shop is closed today, Sunday and the following Monday, that's why the whole week i have been busying shopping around for groceries, to stock them up. =p

Many things happened in this one month period. People go, People die. Then we face challenges but we are lucky enough as the only thing we lost here, is money! I prefer losing my currency notes than any other belongings, just because i know i can earn them back in future, i bet I WILL! =D

Will try to keep up the momentum of updating blog, i love reading others' blog, and leaving comments there, but too lazy to write myself one. =p

This is the second month, me alone in a foreign land, if i can make it through, maybe i will prefer to stay away from my homeland. It's best if i can bring all my family and friends with me. haha
Then i think i will need a small island, and we can turn it into a tourist spot, and everyone of us can earn a living there. wakaka~~~ wild imagination!

Uploaded some photos in facebook. Add me lah~

Before i am here....

This is my first flight, Penang to Bangkok. To be frank, it is really a very new(or strange?!) experience for me, to leave the family and to board flight to somewhere else....where i have never thought of i will be at in my life.

Then when i get my food, it's lagi a shock..=p Have been getting feedback saying that the food in the plane is un-eat-able. I feel that it is much better than i expect. Or maybe since days passed, i have change my preference for food. Usually i was known to be very particular in food (a.k.a Yim Jim). I think mose probably because i age now =p

A box with bun, cake, salmon with some salad, then water, juice and you can get wine or/and coffee.

This is my first meal in the flight and dun worry, there are more to come when i am in the plane to Frankfurt. I ate 4 meals in just 17 hours... wasted nia, cannot finish the food also... =p


My first time to ask for / order wine. DIDN'T finish this cup also, cos i suddenly thought of i am taking medicine for my allergic thingy.. Do not know whether i shud take alcohol ornot, don't wish to die yet... -.-


These are the food served during my flight to Frankfurt! Eat again... We cant finish it anyway, it's such a waste! of food or money huh?? =p

Here we are.. at the Frankfurt Main train station.... SO Freezing COLD!!!
Wear until so thick u see...!!!

And this is the first restaurant we have been brought to, for our lunch! Were pretty hungry, but three person still cannot finish two servings of food...
Forgot to take the picture of the food... -.-
I'll ask from ching then.. till then~bye