疑惑--不解

到底是什么样的力量
会让一个人改变他一直以来的生活方向？

到底是什么样的信仰
会让一个人抛弃养育他的家人、而投向陌生人的怀抱里？

到底是什么样的心态
会让一个人觉得只有他坚持的信念是无懈可击的？

到底是什么样的人
会选择只称夫家的人为家人，而忘了有血缘关系的双亲和家人？

到底是什么样的女儿
会只想要和家公家婆吃遍美食，而忘了有住家饭随时供应的娘家？

更甚的是，
娘家从来没对他有什么不好

跌倒的时候，还不时由双亲挽着你去敷药么？！

这样的无情，让我觉得陌生可怕！！
这样的婚姻，更叫我心寒！！！

I Must Spell This Out...!!!

Food I miss at the moment...
No. 1 Laksa
No. 2 Rojak
No. 3 Satay
No. 4 Nasi Lemak
No. 5 Hokkien Char
No. 6 Wan Tan Mee
No. 7 Mee Goreng
No. 8 Pasembur
No. 9 Ice Kacang
No. 10 Milo Ais
No. 11 Pork Vinegar
No. 12 Crab Rice
No. 13 Tomato Crab
No. 14 Roti Canai
No. 15 Belacan Fried Chicken
No. 16 Chicken Wing
No. 17 Hong Kong Chee Cheong Fun
No. 18 Scallop
No. 19 Tomyam soup (I got the paste here, so i m not missing it that much =p)
No. 20 All the Penang Local food not stated above

Not going to search pics for this blog, do not want to be dehydrated because of non stop drooling.... @#$&@(*@#@##

No more english~

春天来了
街上的人群多了
孩子们的打闹声也多了份生气

然而，
广场上满满的人群
课堂上熙攘的同伴

只是更加彰显
我内心澎湃不已的空洞

从来不知道寂寞和安静可以大声得如斯可怕

Missing home~

M-I-S-S
M--I--S--S
M---I---S---S

I know this is the once in a lifetime chance for me to stay overseas,
I know not everyone has the opportunity to live the way I do,
I know they are putting high hopes upon me in whatever I do,
I know... I knew...

You cannot imagine things until you really face them,
You cannot make the conclusions until you are in the situation.

And now,

With the amount of courage and energy I have,

I might choose to go back to where I belongs to,
I do not need wealth to make me happy,
I do not need status to make me cheerful,

All I want is to

be able to be with you all the time, and
enjoy the life I have been living for more than 2 decades...

Tell me I have the right to choose.... =)

One month after the last post

I have been lazying around... swt

I have to prepare three meals for myself everyday,where the lunch and dinner will usually take away my one hour for preparation, cooking and cleaning up. Then i usually eat with MovieS, which will take another one hour... So basically, time is flying, in here.

Today is the second day of our Easter break, and every shop is closed today, Sunday and the following Monday, that's why the whole week i have been busying shopping around for groceries, to stock them up. =p

Many things happened in this one month period. People go, People die. Then we face challenges but we are lucky enough as the only thing we lost here, is money! I prefer losing my currency notes than any other belongings, just because i know i can earn them back in future, i bet I WILL! =D

Will try to keep up the momentum of updating blog, i love reading others' blog, and leaving comments there, but too lazy to write myself one. =p

This is the second month, me alone in a foreign land, if i can make it through, maybe i will prefer to stay away from my homeland. It's best if i can bring all my family and friends with me. haha
Then i think i will need a small island, and we can turn it into a tourist spot, and everyone of us can earn a living there. wakaka~~~ wild imagination!

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